I can't explain to anyone the peace of The Lord. Scripture says, it is the peace that surpasses all understanding. Oh His word is so true. It's almost like The Lord comes down from His throne in Heaven and speaks understanding over your heart. This afternoon I fell asleep on a hammock, nothing special was happening when I went to sleep. I rested afraid though, so afraid of Gods plans for me. I woke up two hours later to go to the prayer room and God just assured me that everything is going to be okay. I struggled with wondering if He was ever going to reveal His plans for me, and fear that if He did I would be too afraid to listen. I would never want to admit this to The Lord, even though I know that He's all knowing. There's just something really heard about admitting unbelief to my Father, probably because I know a lot of repentance follows. The truth is His hand is on me, it's been on me, even in my miserable unbelief. The Lord has broken down so many walls to really reveal Himself to me. I laugh with joy at the fact that He has so much more work to do. But He is faithful, so faithful to finish what He's begun. I love to worship Jesus. I love to just sit in His presence, and I find that the more I do this, that peace that surpasses all understanding, it comes and fills me up. It is the best feeling anyone could ever have, being completely filled up by Jesus.
"I will bless The Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth. My soul shall make its boast in The Lord; the humble shall hear of it and be glad. Oh, magnify The Lord with me, and let us exalt His Name together."
Psalms 34:1-3
