A broken and a contrite heart is precious to The Lord. I am here in Kona, Hawaii. Away from my family, church, boyfriend and friends. I've tried to let every possible thing get in the way of me coming to this place, this uninterrupted time with Jesus. I will confess that Im a little frightened of what He is going to tell me. I know whatever He tells me is His good and perfect will and I have to as His child, obey. Whether I like His will or not at first, I know that as I delight in Him, His plan will become my passion (psalm 37:4) This is how I found myself in Ywam, this is how I am and will become a missionary. I am not afraid nor am I intimidated to serve The Lord. I'm not scared to raise my hands as far as they will go. I'm not afraid to shout Jesus in the sanctuary. I'm not afraid to be looked at as the weird spiritual girl. I am terrified however of not following The Lords will for my life and not being as in complete love with Jesus as I could be. I prayed today that with each minute The Lord would draw me nearer. With each hour that He would make me more like His son. My hope is in You, Lord and every thought is towards You. Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
No comments:
Post a Comment